The Minneapolis Meetup and 150 days with Fierce Forward

Life has been a whirlwind since my last post! The Fierce Forward Minneapolis Meetup was such an amazing success I've honestly been struggling to put it into words. There were so many beautiful souls each with their own story and passions. It was such a privilege to get acquainted with everyone and a great inspiration to hear about what they are doing with their lives. 

Meeting Ashley Johns was like coming home. It felt like we had always been friends! I have a sneaking suspicion she gets that often as she has a way of making everyone around her feel as special as they are.  

We all had the pleasure of starting the day with a yoga session in the park where our instructor, Vicky, led us through a gentle practice and shared the story of finding her purpose. Afterwards was a gorgeous, but H-O-T 5K with Ash around Lake Calhoun. That evening we got the chance to meet up again to do some goal digging and create our vision boards. Our location was graciously provided by Minneapolis local and total sweetheart Heather Lindeborg who is a Fierce Fighter, Bikini Competitor and creator of The Peachy Lean Life! 

After goal digging I had the privilege of an impromptu and absolutely beautiful dinner with Ashley and NQ girls Kate H. and Katie S. It was full of amazing food, a few nice cocktails and some much needed girl talk about what is happening in our lives and what our future plans are. I left feeling amazingly refreshed and knowing I needed more moments like that in my life. 

A huge and special thank you also needs to go out to Melissa Stevens for her help in creating the Best Day Ever. Ashley put together a wonderful video with the highlights of our day that you can view here! 

This week also marked the kick off of the 150 days of Fierce Forward campaign! I have been SO excited to help promote and most importantly participate in this challenge. It is designed to help you make the most of the remaining days of 2014! Each day you do at least one thing to continue working towards your goals. Then share it for support and encouragement using the hashtag #150daysoffierceforward. I spent some time working in my journal and searching my heart to really see what I wanted to focus on. Here is what I have done so far!

Day 1: I kicked off my project with a run! (no surprise there) I really focused on pushing past my comfort zone as well as finishing with a proper cool down and stretch (which I usually skip with an 'aint nobody got time for that attitude)

Day 2: I sent out some LOVE snail mail style! There is something so nice about receiving a handwritten card. The world needs more of this! I'm taking it back.

Day 3: I had some rare and beautiful one on one time with my Mama! We laughed, we cried (OK I cried) I didn't want to let her go. It was just what I needed. 

I am so very excited to see how this project will help me grow and realize my goals for the rest of the year. If you are participating along with me I would love to hear what you're doing so please keep in touch with me here or through my Facebook page, and as always HAPPY TRAINING! 

Enjoying the Journey

I've been going to Winkle's Chiropractic and Functional Medicine Center recently and I'm already feeling much better! Dr. Mike's style is different from any chiropractic I've experienced before. The amount of detail he goes into for each adjustment is staggering, but it certainly gets the job done! 

At my first appointment we found my left shoulder was out of place as well as my hips and pelvis. Basically I was a walking (barely) sublaxation. After 3 adjustments my pain is greatly reduced, I'm moving with more ease, sleeping better and my digestive system is up and running again. It never ceases to amaze me what proper chiropractic adjustment can do for the body! I'm having T and the boys treated as well so hopefully we will all be functioning in tip-top shape very soon.

This week will be (half) marathon training and strength. I'm counting the days until Worlds Best Bootcamp begins! I'm so ready for the new challenge and looking forward to feeling my best when it begins! 

I'm making real strides towards being happy with my decision to run the half as opposed to the full marathon. It still stings when someone asks how training is going but where in the beginning my choice felt like defeat, the tides are turning and I am empowered by my decision to listen to my body and prioritize my own wellness over a number. I can't describe what an enormous amount of personal growth this shows. Those of you who know me understand that when I commit to something it WILL get done. Come hell or high water, whatever the cost. To turn away from 26.2 just months before the race was something I never thought I would do, but am so glad that I did. 

So many doors are opening for me right now and I truly feel like I am growing both as an individual and an athlete. I am learning that wellness doesn't always mean pushing harder towards a goal. It can mean being kind and gentle to yourself, taking your time to become truly ready before you try and climb that next mountain.

I don't have to do everything at breakneck speed. Sometimes it is ok to just walk quietly and enjoy the journey. 

CrossFit Credence and the Worlds Best Bootcamp

Heidi R. and I after bootcamp:
We're smiling because it hurts so good!

I was recently invited by a reader, Heidi, to attend a CrossFit bootcamp here in Rochester. I was wary at first. CrossFit has a pretty tough reputation (in my opinion) and with all the injuries I've been nursing I wasn't sure how I would do. Having said that I've always wanted to try C.F and see what the fuss was all about so I put on my big girl pants and decided to give it my best try. I definitely didn't want to miss out on a great opportunity. Turns out I'm very glad I didn't! 

I showed up to CrossFit Credence and was warmly welcomed by both the staff, boot camp veterans and fellow newbies. When it was time to get started we warmed up by playing "Keep-away" to get us moving and get the blood flowing. It was a total blast and worked nicely in terms of getting loose and ready to work.

Afterwards we started with the bulk of the work and my very first WOD. (workout of the day) We were partnered, tutored on form and given instructions to split up rounds of sit-ups, pushups, burpees, air squats and 200 meter runs. The objective was for my partner and myself to complete as many rounds as possible in the allotted time. I was really loving the teamwork vibe and I did try harder knowing I didn't want to let my partner down. I was able to go wider on the squats so as not to ruin my knee. Even though I was working my tail off it was honestly so much fun! 

I loved it enough to sign up for the next round of "Worlds Best Bootcamp" starting on August 16th! My intention is to work it in as my cross training for the half marathon. I really think it will help me finish getting ready for Tough Mudder Wisconsin (September 6th! Here we come!) and give me a good push into my next great Adventure. 

We will see how bootcamp goes but as it stands my hope is to complete camp, finish my 13.1 and start CrossFit. I'm ready to shift gears and my body is definitely letting me know I need to cut back my mileage and make some changes before my next round of longer distance training. I've heard wonderful things about the athletic edge CrossFit devotees have in other sports (Triathlons, Running, Lifting, you name it) I can't wait to see what it does for me! I'm changing perspective and going back to the basics of being fit.

Run Hard, Lift Heavy

Live Free! 

The bootcamp crew! (with me leering behind them flashing a peace sign)

You've gotta know when to fold 'em

I learned a lesson this weekend. It was a hard one, and I am still processing it, but something clicked. I was on mile 7 of my long run this Saturday when it finally sunk it. This would not be my year to run 26.2.

I've been quietly struggling this past month. Though I've been seizure free I've had a number of days where tremors keep me house bound, I'm only a few miles away from full on shin splints and most seriously my left knee is mission incapable. Something may have torn, or it could just be overuse but I know in my heart that if I continue to push into higher mileage I will do damage that will take me out of the game indefinitely. (After 6 operations my knees and I have pretty open lines of communication) I had to face the fact that I don't have the time I need to get healthy and still prepare for a full marathon.

I limped back from my run, drug myself to the shower, and cried like a baby. It had finally sunk in that this would not be the year I became a marathoner. Though it's been on my mind for a week or so it isn't a decision I came to lightly. My head and my heart are pulling me in totally different directions, but I know my limitations. I need to take a step back, keep on building my foundation and try again when the time is right. Instead of 26.2 I'll be putting in 13.1 on race day, and I am finding a way to be ok with that.

I'm not giving up on my dream, I'm just accepting that now is not my time to make it come true. I'm not quitting, I'm learning that ruining myself physically and mentally for the sake of a number is not ok. My worth isn't dependent on now many miles I can run. I'm always telling others not to lose the Joy of the run. When you find it, hold on to it with all your might. I went into marathon training knowing it would not be a bed of sunshine and roses, but I need to listen to my body.

My heart is still heavy over my choice but I know it is the right one for me. This is part of my journey and a lesson meant for me.  I feel like this is truly my time to learn and accept that there is more to me than miles.

Back in June I wrote this intention for myself:

"to live a life of truth, both to my myself and my loved ones. To learn to honestly love myself for who I am and how I was created, not hate myself for what I am not".

This is me, living a life of truth. I'm not saying never, I'm saying not now. There are bigger, brighter things ahead for me. I always believe that something wonderful is about to happen, now more than ever. 

Week 14

Excuse my French but, shit just got real. 

It's week 14 of my Run the Edge plan. I have been loosely following it, knowing I should be doing better, but telling myself I had time. Seeing as I have 97 days until my Marathon I figured I better buckle down. Today I took out my training journal to see what was in store for this week and found my workouts laid out as follows.

Run 50 minutes

Run 35 minutes

Cross Train

Run 10 minutes, Jog 2 minutes: Repeat 5X

Cross Train

Run 8 miles

It's going to be a tough week and it only gets more challenging from here. Am I up for it? Yes. Am I shaking in my Adidas? Yup.

I've been struggling with runners knee as well as some lingering back pain. Luckily I found a good chiropractor on recommendation from one of T's new co-workers! I am seeing him later this week and will be reporting back. I'm hoping he can get cracking (pun intended) on my back issues and that will in turn straighten out some of the knee problems. In my past experience chiropractic care is immensely helpful when it comes to athletic training of any kind, especially running. With regular care I was expending less effort to propel myself forward, and could bounce back much more quickly from a tough workout. This week, and for the foreseeable future, I could use all the help I can get!

On the wellness front I have finally found an ACV cocktail that I can get down! I am doing 

1/2 cup pineapple juice

1 TBSP ACV

1 tsp Honey &

1 splash of lime juice

I am only drinking this once daily due to the juice (which I don't normally drink) I'm hoping I can still get the benefits from the ACV even though I'll be taking in less then the "recommended" dose for Acne. I also recently started using proactive and have been getting surprisingly good results so between the two hopefully we will have a winner in the war on acne! (can I get a whoop WHOOP!?) 

I'd love to hear what your goals are for this week! Head over to my Facebook page and shout it out, then check back in at the end of the week for accountability. I'll be doing the same! 

Happy Training and have an awesome week! 

Finally Friday!

I made this on Monday and waited all week to share
The Finish is HERE! Finally Friday Baby! 

It's finally Friday! Can I get a Whoop WHOOP!?

I've been getting to know my new city better! Wednesday I went to a local park called Silver Lake and ran a few laps around the 1.8 mile loop that goes through the park and around the water. It's was really quite pretty, though there were tons of geese. I was momentarily terrified that they would chase me as I ran past but they seemed pretty indifferent, much to my relief. (I am not a huge fan of getting up close and personal with waterfowl) 

I have a few goals for the weekend:

Perfect my ACV cocktail. I have yet to get that stuff down the hatch since my first shot, but I am NOT giving up! No Quit In Me! Especially regarding ACV! (see what I did there….teehee)

Check out the local farmers market! Apparently Rochester has one of the best in the state of Minnesota and I am probably more excited than I should be to go! 

Try another new trail for my Saturday "long" run! I hear there is another lake trail that is a 6.8 mile loop which would be perfect. 

and of course staying on track with my clean eats and sobriety stint. (No drinks until next weekend….come on July 18th! Holy cow I miss my Vino….my tummy pooch however does not.) 

I'd love to hear what you're up to this weekend! Whatever it is, I'm wishing you happy training and a relaxing couple of days to recharge! 

Doing Shots!

As many of you know I've struggled with my skin since I was a teen. As if being fair-skinned isn't frowned upon enough I've also struggled with acne and tend to bruise easily due to anemia. (sexy, right!?) 

About 6 months ago I stopped taking my birth control pill. I have an uncommon form of epilepsy called "catamenial". Not a lot is known about this particular form but in a nutshell my body copes with hormone fluctuations by sending me into a seizure. Again….sexy. Some women get PMS, I get seizures. What's a girl to do? I had been seizure free on my pill for a few months but then they started up again suddenly. The hope was if I could get off the pill and get my body to normalize the seizures might slow down or even stop. 

The good news is I've been seizure free for months now! The bad news is when I quit the pill my skin went into a tailspin. I did alright for a few weeks and then acne reared it's ugly head. I've been fighting to keep it under control, but it seems to be a losing battle for me. 

No one at any age wants to worry about breakouts, but for a newly 28 year old woman it's especially embarrassing. I've done a lot of reading and asking around as to what my fresh faced friends use to keep their skin clear. Some *shakes fist…you know who you are* are just blessed with a beautiful complexion and haven't had to deal with breakouts. I got a variety of answers from others but a surprising product kept coming up from those interested in natural health & wellness.

Apple Cider Vinegar! I immediately went to google and started doing some research. I had heard of the product of course and even used it for cooking, but for skin!? Never. The "evidence" was overwhelming! People all over the world have used ACV *what the cool kids call it* both topically and by ingesting it, to clear up acne.

So today I ran out to the store, scooped up a bottle and trotted my hopeful butt back home to take a shot of it pronto. It should be noted that I was told EXPLICITLY that it had to be the ACV with "The Mother" no other would do! *insert 'Your Mom' joke here* So when I purchased I was careful to read the label and be sure I got the right kind. I was able to find Organic Raw ACV with The Mother at Target for around $6. Not a bad price for perfect skin potion! 

So I get home, give the bottle a gentle shake, pour myself a shot, and bottoms up! 

Now when I say this shot was gross, I am really not doing it justice. Gross is a GROSS *HA!* understatement. It was Gnarly. It smelled like a foot and didn't taste much better. Tangy in the nastiest way, with a sour bite is on the right track. I was barely able to keep it down. Now how am I supposed to get glowing beautiful skin if I can't even keep it down!? 

Something has got to change so I am going back to the drawing board to see if I can find a recipe for some sort of ACV 'cocktail' that will still get me the goods without the gross. If I do find this miracle recipe I will be sure to share so you too can reap the benefits of me taking quite possibly the most disgusting shot of my entire life (and that is saying something!) 

Stay tuned!